You found me™

It was fun reading Bridget Jones's diary.
Seriously, the book toys with the idea of a single in her thirties.
She has a whacky family: Mum goes to Portugal with a newfound lover and abandons her husband,
then later goes back when her lover runs off with 'timeshare' money,
a crazy boss who only wants her for sex,
a few friends who can't seem to find lovers either(not to mention that one of them is gay),

and later, a great guy who solves all her problems by appearing in her life.

It uses the vulnerable female as comic humour.

And the last page summarises the book aptly:
The number of smokes, wines, sweepstakes, etc.
And one resolution fulfilled.

How so very interesting is the life of Bridget Jones.
Pity its not real

  

There's no question that
I've gone crazy without your touch
And no doubt in my mind
That's all you're for
I turn a blind eye

When I say I want to be with you forever
I hope that's not asking too much.
Cause the love like the one we share
Is like nothing that compares
And it leaves me feeling truly inspired
Baby whatever you go
I'll be right there by your side

[Chorus]
You love, your love is all I need
Your love, your love is all I need
And when I promise you forever
Forever's what I need
Your love, your love is all I need
Your love is like the air I breathe
And when I promise you forever
Baby forever

That's what I need


For you're not my first,
I know you'll be my last
Baby you're my one ends only
I'm gonna work so hard
To make sure that this lasts
I want all of you if you'll give it to me
And whatever you go
I'll be right there by your side

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
As for the hard times
I'm well aware that we'll have our share
But you and I both agree that our love can conquer anything
And we grow closer everyday

[Chorus]X2

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This song is TOTALLY RAD!!!
Hope that you'll find it as great as I do.

Feeling totally yearning right now.
Feel like getting to know you,
Yet I'm thinking too much like the lots of stupid what-ifs that you are doing now.
The paradox: What if I lose you?

Shutting myself up was never the good idea I had; in fact, its the worst one I've had in a long time.
I thought that I could actually keep myself quiet. But I can't.

I thought that I could be content with waiting.
With living a hope.
But I realise now that its not possible.
Because my desperate need for you is more than being patient.

Apparently, trying to convince myself that I could do without you was a mistake.
Wasting countless hours just trying to waste the day away.
Tiring myself needlessly just to keep me from veering.
And after all that, this mind of mine still thinks of you.

I realise that without somebody like you,
My life would be in bits and pieces.
And just by thinking of you,

You make me want to be a better man.

Realised that not writing about my school day widens the gap between people and me.
So I'm going to write whatever that happens. Because not talking makes people further.

Long math lecture with the guy beside me running in and out of the audi just to go to the bathroom,
heard he had stomachache.

GP teacher's dictatorship apparent in the classroom,
making enemies (and silencing)with anyone in class who dares to oppose her train of thought.

-Break-

Physics tutorial, pretty amusing. Got through magnetism tutorial,
another on friday.

And finally math tutorial, finished with everything done.

Library for CCA, 1230 to 1415.
Shelved books, tried to finish math tutorials but got caught by librarian.

First Aid for CCA, 1415 to 1545.
Organised games today. People had fun playing.(I think)

Chess club, 1545 to 1730
Bridge.

And finally, a single sms at the bus stop.
An update of details. From a person I haven't heard from in a long time.
And the inspiration of this post.

1730-1900
Slept in the bus 21, woke up to find myself in Geylang (about 3 stops over).
Walked to a Pao shop that I frequented in secondary school.
Boarded a 40 and went home.

Going to sleep now. Am not feeling well.
Have PE tmr. And have to go to school early again.

  
There is someone, isn't there?